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Shitty gile.. Punye la lame x post anything and today, logged in and the dashboard has changed!! I was supposed to say "Saya sayang Asyraf" je. End up writing this sbb TAK SUKE DASHBOARD BARU!!

Heh...

I just read a few of my old post, gile stupid.. Banyak gile english salah eja. Conthonye stuff jadi staff!! Hahaha. And some other typos. Terase bodoh la plak.

Oh, tak, sebelum ni takde la saye terase pandai. Tak rase ape-ape. Tapi sekarang kompem, terase bodoh. Huhu.

As for tonight, I'm not in the middle..

Bukti kesepesenan..

Sleepy Night

Work from home memang best. Tapi geram. Sebab tak dapat sama-sama golek-golek. Dapat tengok dorang tido je.

It's funny how both of them tend to sleep with the same pattern. Bila bapak Asyraf tido mengiring, Asyraf pon tido mengiring. Lepas tu sorang hujung kanan, sorang hujung kiri.

Me?

Tengah-tengah. Kejap peluk yang kecik. Kejap peluk yang besar. My favorite? Mestilah yang kecik! Miahahaha!

Tapi Asyraf lagi prefer dady dia yang empuk!! Momy tulang.. Tak seempuk dady nya..

Dinner

Sempena dapat gaji, belanja family makan-makan. Mama nak makan makanan Arab. Habis makan, semua orang rehat-rehat. Asyraf, GG pegang. As I was looking at Asyraf, suddenly, I felt like telling my hubby something. I lean close to him and bisik sambil tangan sebelah tutup tepi mulut takut orang dapat dengar. "Tahu tak? Kite kan, dah kawen~". Dengan muka terkejut, dia bisik balik, "Mana wipi tahu?" Then I laughed. We both looked at orang ketiga yang sangat comel tu.

I'm already in heaven.

Lately. Not lately!!!

I've been feeling stupid as if I have no brain!

My hubby yang baek.

I'm impressed. He's not even complaining or merungut-rungut or mengamuk-ngamuk bila seluar kecik semua habis dipakai dan tak ada yang bersih sebab dah beberapa hari I haven't wash the baju-bajuan.

He got his alternate way.

Kesian..

But, penyabarnyelah my hubby nie..

Sayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnggggggggg hubby saye.

If only I could turn back time..

At one point, I don't even know what's best. Infact, I don't even know what to do. I am never sure if what I'm doing is what's best. Now he's gone, I felt a little bit of relief since I know that he no longer suffer. But at the same time I am suffering thinking "I wish..."

Ya Allah.. Help me.. I need to stop crying..

M for ...

Hari ni dinner Syahrul belanja semua orang KFC sempena passing on CCNP.

Makan KFC sorang-sorang kat pantry. Tiba-tiba menangis. Makan KFC sambil menangis.. Lap air mata guna tisu KFC.

I should never ate KFC. Siapa nak habiskan daging-daging? Bell tak boleh makan ayam. Bulat tak reti makan ayam. And he.. is gone..

Maybe I should learn to eat isi-isi ayam..

Less than 12 hours ago I thought to myself that he's not gonna die.. He's gonna survive.. I mean, NO WAY he's gonna die right? But he left me. Without saying goodbye.. I should've bring him home yesterday...

Sini.

Seseorang bagi ciuman dan lekatkan najis hidung on my hair. I end up gunting my hair instead of basuh bersihkan. Seseorang tengok dengan muka sedih. Helo! Najis hidung kot!! E!