It's been a while..

First of all, happy belated birthday to my hubby and my brother.

I have a lot to share. But It's been such a busy busy busy week..

My company kind of kicking people out. The other day my boss make me cuak by asking every permanent staff to get into his room as he needs to discuss on something. He was eating limau mandarin when we came in. With his serious face he said, "we're here to discuss about the orange." I looked at Iza and we make smile knowing that he's just kidding. Then a few seconds later, he asked questions about the orange and people were reponding seroiusly on it. Then Iza and me looked at each other with a laugh, "Ok, we're really discussing about the orange.. Haha". Then after the discussion about the orange is over, he talked about some boring serious staff. And here I am thinking, umur dah nak dekat sangat dengan 30 and gaji tak cecah 5k lagi. Gile menyedehkan hidup..

Dan Asyraf dah pandai merangkak. Dia faham bila orang panggil dia and sometimes, he would actually datang bila dipanggil. What else about Asyraf? Owh, dia adalah anak kesayangan buat masa ni. Huhu. Dah enam bulan and dah start makan. Sooo freaking cute!! Papa cakap dia macam ikan cepalo. I googled. Tak jumpa pun ikan cepalo. Dia kunyah-kunyah, lepas tu nganga mulut tunggu sudu masuk. God!!! Gila comel anak aku!!! Hahaha. Lasak sangat sangat sangat dah sekarang. Dan tadi pergi follow up on his head injuries, doctor (pelatih kot) tanya, "masa lepas dia jatuh ada sakit kepala ke.. pening-penig..?" I made weird face and answered dengan SOPAN, "I'm not sure about that since he's just a baby.." and I'm guessing she knows what a stupid question that was, she smiled, almost laughing tapi masing-masing tahan ketawa. Professional ok..?

What else? Hm.. A lot that I've forgotten.

The other day celebrate my brother's birthday and my hubby's birthday dekat The Ship. It struck me like a lightning when my husband asked me "Do you think we're a good parent now..?" on the way naik atas dengan musik kuat and to be short, we were kind of at a pub. I was not happy that night. I just wanna get my baby out of there.

Urgh. Dalam hati, what kind of stupid shit am I doing?? Nak jadikan anak al-hafiz tapi kecik-kecik dedahkan anak dengan musik and environment yang macam ni! Despite all that, Asyraf had a great time. Menari goyang-goyang bontot kedepan kebelakang sambil dengan lagu. Haih.. But I'm not blaming anyone on that. TOTALLY my fault.

Meow is sick. Gila susah nak jalan. Macam kucing mabuk. I don't know what to do.. Everything kind of kelam kabut now and I always marah-marah orang lately. Hormon bercelaru I guess.

I hate myself. Sekian.